up late

*narita, japan 02:24HR.. still awake. finding it hard to express myself. i used to admire myself for being a writer, but now im not sure anymore.

*im so looking forward to winning a make over prize worth 100,000php courtesy of my credit card provider. i need that make over to uplift my self esteem and simply because i need a make over badly.

*probably tonight's the first time i didn't sleep over in a room with a close friend while abroad. really really can't understand why boyfriend disapproves it. somebody explain please