Friday, April 17, 2009

up early

i planned to stay asleep as long as i could but i can;t believe im up by 630am *local time*! to think that i slept around 12ish last night.ugh!

during the night i was a awakened by the alarm which i forgot to switch off. and this morning i woke up with my throat feeling dry and itchy. forgot to drink my vit. Cs or even eat some citrus..that's probably why

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

advice from beau

im so happy i never expected boyfriend to support my higher studies. usually, which means most of the time, he has an opposite and stronger opinion to what i want, to what i like to do, my plans..but this time, he unexpectedly said he likes my idea! only he wants me to start studying in local universities first before going abroad. i could go with that, but maybe for just a year, after all what's a european languages study if you're surrounded by your local neighbor???

Saturday, April 11, 2009

dreaming of italy

recently, i get very high from dreaming of being in italy, speaking italian, studying in italy (in vatican if possible), and everything italian.

i want to pursue this feeling of rush but i really don't know. i have studied french and if there is something i should continue studying i think it would be french. but thinking about it now, or maybe because of the recent fancies i'm having, france seems to lack in luster compare tothe adventure and romance italy is offering in my dreams.

don't know. can't decide. but i know i want to pursue higher studies on foreign language

Saturday, April 4, 2009

sick away from home

it's my first time to be sick in japan
it is an awful awful feeling!
excruciating headache and vomiting
i hate the feeling of vomiting
it sucks and expands my stomach in a painful way
plus i have to act fast to stop myself
from initiating another vomit

really really thankful i have a friend staying in my room
she helped me feel better
though i didn't eat so much last night
i had to force myself to drink a paracetamol
now i feel a little better
i hope this goes until tonight
i still have a flight to catch!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

when plans don't go as planned

i get frustrated
i totally
totally
hate it
but now
as i was supposed to write
all things bad
i realized
this is part of it
a plan greater than mine
might be small
or i might not see it yet
i want to pass this test
be calm
in my own way

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

unhealthy online living

Ever since the free wifi was up again around our couch area i have lost my early sleeptime resolution! this is not healthy at all. i don't blog much but facebook takes most of my time. and recently ebay.

i hate setting up an item to sell but i am soo anxious for them to sell! no, im not what im selling. haha